I have finally decided to move :)

Him

Let's just say I might really miss him when he's on his long holiday break.

And by the time he comes back,

I hope I would have forgotten the thought of- 'I think I like him'.

I cannot, absolutely cannot fall for this guy.

I AM SO PISSED OFF WITH MYSELF NOW.

I forgot my phone depends on battery memory because I didn't go buy a memory card.

I STUPIDLY took out the battery and put it back in again.

Now,

ALL MY SMSES ARE GONE.

And so is his handphone number.

ARGGHHHH.

Gosh I am fucking angry with my stupidity.

Smiles.Crush.Aww.


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Was supposed to plan for our annual poly gathering. I FB messaged them and said I'll start planning when I lose 5KG.

This is one of the many reasons why I love my friends. I am always so comfortable around them.

And they love me for who am I. Awwwwww.

**
Picture this.

Yesterday : Buffet till 10pm. Baracuda@Boat Quay till 2am. 2nd round chill out, KTV pub till 6am.

Today : Got home. Bathe. Shut eye for 1hr back to Saturday duty at the office at 8:30am.

And now, I'm so shagged that my stomach is growling and I am too lazy to get my ass down to buy some food.

And my Delifrance order totaled up to $32 (inclusive of GST and 10% service charge). So much for being lazy. Darn ex can.

**
This song keeps replaying in my mind today. =)

Do you ever think, when your all alone,
all that we could be, where this thing could go
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
Cause im trying try to walk away
But I know this crush a'int going away- ay ay ay
Going away-ay ay ay...

- David Archuleta's Crush

Say bye bye Friendster.



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This is one of the reason why everyone should forgo their Friendster account and start meddling with Facebook.

Because my 7 year old godson-Seth has a Facebook account too!!!

Tell me how awesome is that.

I think I should start to Twitter* too since even Obama is constantly "twittering" on his blackberry. It's an excuse to stalk Dane Cook as well.

LOL.

Lick the Ice-Cream

May I present you my new PINK LOVE.




I wouldn't go into details how I managed to get this phone. But just want to whine about my luck with pink flip phones. Two years back, I fell in love with Nokia 7390. The determination to get something I like, got me and my ex bf ringing up nearly all the Starhub retailers in Singapore to check for the stock. AGAIN, this time, I have to do the same. But I got lucky because Mummy found it nearby her working place. YAY. Initially, I opted for Sidekick II but to get it unlocked and then shipped to Singapore from the States is prolly gonna take months. There's just something with me and phones I love. I always have to go the extra step to search for the availability.

Anyhow, I love it to bits.

**

Yesterday was the 100th day Grandma left us.

Was sending her prayers last night and tears just fell naturally.

I miss her.

**

So I took half day MC today because of my pounding migraine. Couldn't concentrate on work cause all I could think of was snuggling under my blanket and go into deep sleep. Had a good afternoon nap with the help of drowsy medicine. Feel so much better now. =))

Okay, ANTM is airing now.

Later.

**
Oh ya, LP's - In Pieces is currently on top repeat mode in my Ipod. Didn't get to carefully listen to the lyrics of the song/the addictive beat before though. Nevertheless, awesome song's are meant to last and impress.

You promised me the sky,
Then tossed me like a stone.
You wrap me in your arms,
And chill me to the bone.

There's truth in your lies,
Doubt in your faith.
All I've got's what you didn't take.

-Linkin Park's In Pieces.

D for Dane Cook.

I woke up feeling D for Depressed today because my body's sudden hormone outrage caused 3 GINORMOUS zits. And my period was just over a week ago!!!

So, I forgo the couch potato role on a Saturday afternoon, slap on my Origins mask and decided on "you-tubeing".

Always a laugh medicine,

I give you one of my FAVOURITE stand up comedians of the States - *Dane Cook*.

If you guys recalled, he's starred in Employee of the Month, Good Luck Chuck etc.





Watched this a million times but I STILL find it freaking HILARIOUS.

TOP CLASS COMEDIAN.



Never fails to crack me up.

OH SHIT.

My mask cracked.

HAHAHA.

Broken Strings

On rainy days like today, I get emo...



Love the lyrics.

**
You can't play on broken strings
You can't feel anything that your heart don't want to feel
I cant tell you something that ain't real

Well truth hurts,
And lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before

Let me hold you for the last time
It's the last chance to feel again

- Broken Strings by James Morrison ft. Nelly Furtado

TFIG again.

Today I lunch alone. No, am not a loner. Just not craving for any company.

And here am I after a quick nasi padang meal, typing away at Red Dot's Pacific Coffee (yes of course, sipping away my favourite Hazelnut Latte). I love the vibe this particular coffee joint brings me.

Cozy. Pleasant. Surreal.

I just read this earlier. Like what the hell?

Are our undergrads/young adults really facing so much stress that they are doing crazy stuffs right now? Stabbing the lecturer, sucide by jumping down, hanging themselves, running around stark naked etc.

Okay, it's 1250hrs now. Have to get back to reality.

I'm logging off.

Later. =)

Peek-a-boo

So we celebrated Dad's 55th Birthday dining at *Carousel*(click)

Just some very recent pictures of me with my new DIY fringe. Damn ugly right? Gosh I so totally regret it now. I miss my long hair and I am glad hair actually grows pretty fast. =)

Yup. Me and my two sisters.

It's finally Friday and I'm feeling spaced out now.

Will be celebrating Reena's birthday at Breeks after work later and yes, sooOOoo looking forward to KTV with the sec sch peeps come Saturday. I need a singing session breather. My mind's kinda bogged down now thinking of a mountain of stuffs.

Stuffs including :

Plan B if uni rejects me. But what is Plan B?
Should I do what my heart tells me to do or do what the mind says : the right thing?
Perth in April or June?
Should I wrap Reena's gift after I wash off my mask or should I dig for clothes to wear tomorrow?
LG Ice-cream Phone or Juicy Couture's Sidekick II or Nokia E71 or Blackberry?
Gym on Sunday?
What's for tomorrow's breakfast? Or maybe I should have Ham&Cheese crossiant from BK for lunch so I can read my book and munch at the same time.
Cooking class or Baking class?


See, my mind's messed up pretty bad. I admit I lack organization skills in the grey matter up there. I can imagine if my mind was a map, you'd be lost trying to get out. You know I can be thinking of so many things at one shot I'll end up forgetting what was initially important in the first place.

I think my pessimistic self is taking a toll on my emotionally abused mind.

At times, my head feels like exploding into a million pieces;

And sometimes, my heart aches...

I feel insecure and I don't know why.

Tired.

**

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

- What Hurts The Most by Rascal Flatts

Hotel 626

On a regular moonless Sunday night I decided to scare myself silly/shitless by attempting an online horror game.

Minutes before playing the game...



Reviews claim - It's THE SCARIEST PLACE on the internet.

GAME AT YOUR DISCREET.

Check yourself in at HOTEL626.

//updates

My sister was back in time just as I was about to check in the hotel.

So we played the game in darkness.. sang a lullaby to a demon baby and bimbotic me turned the wrong way and got engulfed by the dark shadows.



I REPEAT,

NOT FOR THE FAINT-HEARTED.

Just blah-ing.


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Haha! I told him Sg's pretty awesome and he'll never get bored here. So random la. I don't even know him.

Oh, and I cut my own fringe earlier and totally regretting it now. damn.

I am planning for The Book Club now in paper and pen.

The A-Levels' result were out yesterday and the '09 cohort did better than last year. I'm worried now because I don't have a Plan B for my uni application. Shit.

My Origins face mask is cracking but I'm too lazy to walk out of my bed now to wash it off.

Looking forward to KTV with the sec school bunch next week. Missed them since CNY.

A good friend has recently set her eyes on a potential partner after rejecting so many suitors. WAYYY TO GO BABE. It's the first time I heard her gush excitedly about a guy. Hee. =)

I need to plan for Perth soon.

My mask is still cracking.

My sister is playing Through the Monsoon on GHWT now and I feel like joining her but I'm too lazy to climb down the stairs.

I'm just ssOOOOoooo freaking lazy now.

And my excuse for whining?

PERIOD. Period.

**

running through the monsoon
beyond the world
to the end of time
where the rain won't hurt
fighting the storm
into the blue
and when I loose myself I think of you
together we'll be running somewhere new
through the monsoon.
just me and you

-Tokio Hotel's Through the Monsoon

On Office Outlook Emails...

Me : So what are you gonna do after work today?
Shifu : Go school pay school fees lor.. than maybe go home study a little or go jogging.
Me : Wah! Xishi started exercising. Jerry doing sit ups everyday and now you also crazy about jogging ah! Seriously, working in the office makes pple grow fat. I put on like 10kg also la omg.
Shifu : hahahahha...!! I now really damn fat already !! Now I sit down my stomach cover everything lor!!!
Me : WAHAHAHHAHAHA~!!!

**
A Spanish Teacher was explaining to her class that in Spanish, unlike English, nouns are designated as either masculine or feminine.

'House' for instance, is feminine: "la casa."
'Pencil' however, is masculine: "el lapiz."

A student asked, "What gender is 'computer'?"

Instead of giving the answer, the teacher split the class into two groups, male and female, and asked them to decide for themselves whether "computer" should be a masculine or a feminine noun. Each group was asked to give four reasons for its recommendation.

The men's group, however, decided that computer should definitely be feminine ("la computadora"), because:

1. No one but their creator understands their internal logic.
2. The language they use to communicate with other computers is incomprehensible to everyone else.
3. Even the smallest mistakes are stored in long term memory for possible later retrieval.
4. As soon as you make a commitment to one, you find yourself spending half your paycheck on accessories for it.

(THIS GETS BETTER!)

The women's group concluded that computer should be masculine ("el computador"), because:

1. In order to do anything with them, you have to turn them on.
2. They have a lot of data but still can't think for themselves.
3. They are supposed to help you solve problems, but half the time they ARE the problem.
4. As soon as you commit to one, you realize that if you had waited a little longer, you could have had a better model.

THE WOMEN WON.

HAH.

**

I like this song.

Every time i think of you
I get a shot right through into a bolt of blue
It's no problem of mine, but it's a problem i find
Living a life that i can't leave behind

Bizarre Love Triangle by Frente

**

Life is short, Break the rules, Forgive quickly, Kiss slowly, Love truly, Laugh uncontrollably..
And never regret anything that made you smile.
-Unknown-

I'm suppose to blog but was distracted in Facebook and American Idol is on Starworld now.

Later (:

Of Books & Theowee the Twilight Convert.



If I didn't remember wrongly, Theo has been reading this book since our early Starhub days back in '06 (she just told me she re-read it like so so so many times). Yes, I finally bought the book over the weekend at Page One! I can practically camp there for hours just browsing through the vast collection of books and titles from all over the world. Came across this hardcover book called - Book Journal. So nice!!! Basically it's like a "starter kit" for those who are interested in organizing their own Book Club. I LOVE IT and I want to buy it just to start my own book club. But I need the numbers! I wanna gather like-minded individuals like me so we all can start our mini sessions exchanging comments about the different titles we enjoy! HOW COOL IS THAT! ( Btw, I know book club existed wayyyy before I saw that Book Journal. But what the heck. I want my own book club )

FYI. ALL ARE WELCOME. Tall, short, dark, skinny, fair, chio, ugly. Whatever.

Btw, I'm dead serious. I might even create a group on Facebook. You need not know me personally to join my Book Club though.

Sounds awesome already. I'll go figure. =D


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t h e o. says:
i am obsessed with twilight
t h e o. says:
and robert pattison
t h e o. says:
HAHAHAHAHHA
[Chanel 2.55] flightless bird, american mouth. says:
WAHAHHAHAHA
[Chanel 2.55] flightless bird, american mouth. says:
NOW YOU KNOW WHY I AM SO MAD OVER TWILIGHT!

WOMAN, THANK ME FOR THE BOOK!!! muahaha!

Seeing her going obsessively gaga over the Twilight Saga(duh and Edward Cullen of course) makes me wanna unwrap New Moon and start reading. But I CAN'T!! If I start, I cannot stop (if you get what I mean). I want to have the book fresh in my mind before the movie comes out end November. Anal, but I refuse to start on New Moon.




See this woman on my right getting prettier and prettier.




Sun-bathing and goofing around at Josh's condo on my 24th.





Theo's favourite picture. The reason why I look so dumb because I was on the verge of drowning! The pool was 1.6m deep(am 1.58m only) and she told me to jump so we can capture a good shot and I ended up losing my balance.


p/s : I'm too lazy to check for grammer/spelling errors.

Toodles. loves. =)

Hungry can?



I WANT TO EAT THIS NOW!

*pouts*

Goodness. I am starving and craving for maki sushi.

It's raining now and my lazy bones refuse to leave the house.

How how??!!

I am so so so hungry.

On a sidenote,



Am quite gaga over Lady Gaga. She's like all over the the Brit Charts but I think she's American?

Pop Music Will Never Be Low Brow
-Lady Gaga

**
Just dance, gonna be okay, da da doo-doo-mmm
Just dance, spin that record babe, da da doo-doo-mmm
Just dance, gonna be okay, d-d-d-dance
Dance, dance, just, j-j-just dance

- Lady Gaga ft Colby O'Donis & Akon

So damn ill.

Nothing much happened in the past week besides me still being SHITTY SICK.

Fuck I hate this feeling.

Your stomach churns and you feel like vomitting but there is nothing for you to vomit because you haven had proper food for like a week? Or the sight of literally the whole box of used tissue paper infront of you and you wanna get more tissue but you are just too weak to stand up? Maybe the idea that you are starting to lose a teeny weeny bit of weight but than its just purely water retention?

URGHHHHHHHH.

It all started with a bout of gastric which led on to horrible flu/sorethroat and a fever of 38.4 degree celcius.

I slept the whole bloody day today.

And I'm depressed now because I just had a fight with my sister and my mum.

Doesn't anything good ever happens to me?!!

Boy I'm upset over so many things.

Tell me why is it that so many people can have/have/had everything they want in the world and yet still feel uncontented about their blessings? Freaking human characteristic. I admit being picky/unsatisfied about stuffs at times but come to think of it, maybe sometimes the things that you don't like/hate happens to be the things that other people love/envy/look forward to.

I hate being human at times like this.

Darn.

And I so wanna change my blog heading. Cupid's no longer in an illusion and got out of stupid confusion.

HA HA.

Hello...

Just this morning, I'm diagnosed with a stomach viral infection which means no caffeine, no dairy products, no acidic fruits, no oily food for this one whole week. The good news? I don't have any fever just nausea feeling. The bad news? It hurts but I cannot afford to take MC. shucks.

So CNY's over and so is St. Valentines' Day.

I know I was supposed to entry in a "hot" story but I decided to scrap the post off.

I had qualms on posting it because firstly, it'll make me become a horrible sarcastic bitch and secondly, I don't wanna flame the other party.

But being the Diana that I am, I shall erase horrible+sarcastic and still leave B-I-T-C-H.

p/s : Thanks A_ _ _ s _ _ s for being such a kaypo/gossip boy about my friend's personal life when you should have known to shut your mouth up. Don't you even keep secrets? Yes, I'm pissed and I was so close to ringing you up but you got lucky coz I forgot your mobile number. And you know what, I don't care if this is gonna sound rude or if you happen to see this entry, but hell I'm glad that you were a thing of the past. Urgh. I'm sorry but you disappointed me. I always thought you were an upright guy.

**

For the record, 6th of Feb didn't turn out as smoothly as I expected it to be. But all's well now because I managed to settle everything yesterday. Am happy. Glad glad glad. =) *cross fingers* and hope for the best. (oops! sorry to disappoint you Stef. No dates! hah.)

Work sucks to the core as usual and I really really REALLY hate Shenton Way.

I can't wait for that fateful day. *shrugs*

**

Love this. =)



温柔的缠绵我也放下了依恋
过几天过几年伤会好一点

我收着照片安静在盒子里面
回忆是你我剩下唯一的关联

baby 我想起你你有了他
是否依然为了爱变的很傻
我想起你你有一个他
好久都没说的话你好吗

- 你好吗 by 李玖哲 ft 周筆暢

Febuary 6, 2009

On this day, I hereby wish myself good luck and pray for everything to go smoothly in the next 7 hours.

Sidenote : Will be back later with a hot hot hot story!!!

xoxo

TGIF BABY.

Felt like FOREVER for the weekend to arrive despite the "long" CNY hols.

Work totally S-U-C-K-E-D this week.

I'm so thankful for Friday.

More angbaos and gatherings to come.

**

A little glimpse of my 1st day of the "Niu" Year. =)



Just a short introduction, my dialect is Hainanese (I know everyone loves Hainanese Chicken rice. hah).
The elderly with the "Marilyn Monroe" hair is my eldest aunt and the little girl in the red shirt is my niece. My dad's the one in the maroon shirt The young man walking about(with the pink shirt) is my cousin(poor him was interrogated with the "passe CNY questions". The one who's topless is the little girl's dad. Can't possibly name all. Yup. The extended family I celebrate CNY with every year for the past 24 years of my life.

Okay boring.

So there you go. The Hoe Family.