Giggle Factor.

hahaha.

Somehow "tagboard wars" seem to make me either really pissed(which is the motive of those stupid taggers) or confuse myself even more thinking about who the asshole is... or just makes me laugh at their limited evil vocabulary.

I mean, if you really HATE me so much. Than what is the point coming to my personal space and try so hard to ruin my image. Isn't it lame? Doesn't it hurt to frequently come here and know about my life and damage a few braincells just to think of incongruous comments that will agitate me? I don't get it. Hey c'mon. Please grow out of the "if-i-remain-anon-no-one-will-know-so-i-can-flame-her". No use changing nicknames time after time because your IP address is tracked.

Seriously, please tell me, do you like get an orgasm after saying words like "diana is fat" or"diana's a bitch"? If you do, please continue. I wouldn't want to deprive you of a good O.

yah.

So,screw all of those who delight themselves by appearing as mysterious beings going around blogs leaving degraded comments, because you guys deserve more than ME to be labelled a slut/whore/bitch/asshole/fat or whatever your loserish brain can think of.

OK that aside.

THE SIMPSONS!!!

I'd rate 11 popcorns with 10 as the max. Boyfriend and me were giggling so hard even after the movie ended. And for those who have not watched the show, PLEASE GO AND CATCH IT. And stay after the credits! =D

I would love to watch it again. Anyone wants to pei me? haha.

I will be going to catch a glimpse of Jay Chou today. It'll be hell crowded by then but I don't really care. And what's best, I don't have any source of picture taking or video recording device with me. For once, I'm hating my military-based government company for not allowing cam phones. grrrrrrr.

Secret...shhhh.

I chose to post with Eng subtitles just in case boyfriend pops by. =)And for all those who can't really hear or see the chinese lyrics.I'd figure out translation would be perfect.hee.

Enjoy the MV peeps.

Btw,

I nearly cried la watching the MV and listening to the song.Touching indeed.

Zhou Jie Lun

".......Jay will be at The Cathay on 30 July to entertain us with a special piano performance. Be there at 7.30pm to catch the brooding star tinkling the keys and performing the Secret theme song.

If you want to get even closer to Jay, make a date with him at the Secret Tea Dance Party at Dragonfly at St James Power Station on 31 July. There'll be an autograph session and games, and maybe Jay will give you a rare smile :) Limited passes are available with purchase of advance tickets to Secret so ... good luck and godspeed!"

- quoted from grapevine.sg

OMG OMG OMG.

*I'm fainting.*

Ok it's not like I've not seen him live or anything. But it's VERY VERY rare for Jay to be in Singapore performing besides his usual concerts.

He's like my No.1 Idol lah besides sexy Rain. I love his songs since I was in Sec 3!!!

I really wanna go!!! But I'm dead sure his crazy fans will be like queueing overnight from Sunday just to be in the first few front rows. By the time I finish work at 6pm on Monday... I'd most probably be squeezing at the back jumping up and down to catch a glance of him. arrgghhh. HOW!!??




-Zhou Jie Lun-

*drooools*

nothing more just you and me and love.

I had the best sleep last night.

=)

contented enough.

Our simple love.

When the going gets tough, the tough gets going.

Fall bad and stand up again
Cure that heart with all the pain
Hold your hand day by day
Step by step we'll walk this way

I'll do all I can to get back your trust
Patience and love is still a must
I'll fight every monster and the devil
And rid my jealousy of pure evil

I'll be strong.




**But only love can say...try again or walk away;
But I believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day...

I love you.

Let's start all over again... a new beginning.

.....I will wait for you
Cause I don’t know what else I can do
Don’t tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

.....I will wait for you
If you think I find it just ain’t true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I’ll wait for you
I’ll be waiting …

-Elliot Yamin(Wait for you)

Now I know how precious a one last chance is. What comes around goes around... I already got my retribution.

MOS.

MOS ShoDown didn't exactly let us down last night. But the crowd came in too slow... the actual partying only started around 12:30ish. I so badly wanted to flash my members card and "laugh" at all those in queue, but there was no freaking queue lah can. Went in, the hip hop beats were great, but there was no one at the dance floor. Got myself Vodka Cranberry(nice!) to try. I can't drink much so we skipped on the jugs. Jeremy officially got himself picked up by a tranny. "She" came up to him, did her 'fling-the-hair-seductively-to-the-side' and proceed to touch his crotch area. eeeewwwwwwww. And without hesitation, she had her fine ass placed on his lap. But "she" was hot. Her slim legs were incredibly sexy. Her short skirt. Wow.

Non-stop RnB from 1 till 3am. It was crazy I tell you. There was this huge group of rappers lookalike( due to their bling bling dressing) who made the dancefloor so exciting. Awesome hand movements for RnB tunes. Hell yea. You know like how Mambo has syncronize 80's dance steps, RnB has hand movements. Cool shit. The only disappointment was that there were too many guys!!! I was hoping to catch my eyes on some beautifuls and check out their sexy moves. Bah.

Jeremy was an unexpected great company but my night didn't really end the way I wanted it to be.

I'm effing pissed right up till now.

p/s : I'd be at the chalet this weekend! Please say you'll miss me. tata.

It ends here.

I deleted the previous entry. Seriously do not wish to cause any more heartaches.

'nuff said.

I have had enough.

As much as how displeased I am about the "commotion" with regards to my edited entry, this is MY BLOG and I account for whatever that appears here. But allow me to fight for my own justice. Thank you.

Anyone who comes here and leaves a comment be it nice or unconstructive, I am totally fine with it and will not delete your honest opinion. I mean, what's a freaking tagboard for right? However, before u decide to flame me, gather your own facts first. If calling me fat, ugly, poor english etc is really what you think I am, so be it. If you hate me or my character, so be it.

But if you are just an outsider, or like in this case, a protective friend of the ex, I would like to say this:

I do not wish to brawl over your hurtful remarks but if in any way I've been a bitch in my words, I sincerely apologize. Still, you do not know me personally and neither do u have the rights to even talk about how I treated him. He'll appreciate that you are standing up for him as a nice friend but whatever you are doing is considered "loserish" to me. So what if you feel grossly injustice for him? If you claim that he is moving on well in his life, well then that's great. Forgive me in being harsh here, but it's already in the past and I've moved on despite knowing that my actions/decisions may have hurt him in anyway. In every relationship, it takes two hands to clap to make it everlasting, same goes for every failed relationship. Yes I admit, I have made lots of wrongs, but why is it that the person who asked for a break-up means the other party is definitely a victim?

"Do not judge a book by its cover; Likewise, do not judge me based on one-sided stories. "

What happened to friends forever?

I have no friends.

Really lah.

I know you guys will be like... " I not your friend ah Diana...wah lao.." But that's not my point. Ok, put it this way, I haven't really been going out with my friends except for those in my previous workplace, my lovely bestie, and the darling boyfriend.

entry edited.

I do hang out and stuff but mostly I'm with common friends between boyfriend and me. So we are always in a group. Look, I have like 400+ friends in Friendster and this just shows how shallow and unreal the world of Friendster is. Like what Michie(she deleted almost all those she added on friendster and left only 48 of them) said, "C'mon I don't even talk to you on msn why should you even be in my Friendster list?" Maybe I should start deleting friends off my list. But honestly, those that are under my list are part of my different phase in life... from primary school to sec sch to poly... all my different work place.. and I don't simply add anyone who pm me. So if you are in my Friendster list, we definitely had some kind of conversation and shared some fun. =)

Ok.

I keep complaining I have no friends. Meaning, I don't even go out with those I regularly chat with on MSN. And so, I have decided. I'm gonna call my friends out one by one. Be it for dinner or even to the club! Don't be surprised if out of the blue, you receive my sms on me calling you out. I'm not being fake or whatever, I just somehow realised that friends play an important part in your life as well.

p/s: I met up with Ryan yesterday and planning a dinner with Mark, Stef and Vanessa come Wednesday. Haven met up with Stef since like YEARS ago.

p/p/s: ShoDown at MOS this Thursday anyone?

Special thanks to Kevin, Kaibin and dear Charlene who have been putting up with my over paranoia and emo-self these few days.

I'm bubbly back again. =)

Emo-fied.

Everyday might not be honey-filled, everyday might be a shitty day, everyday might not be a beautiful Sunday and somedays are just not your day.

Somtimes you have to slow down... to see the finer things in life.



I'm breaking down.

just another day

Did I say that Peach loves me now. Well at least she allows me to touch her furry little body.

She misses the boyfriend.

My boss is out of the office which explains my presence here in blogger. Was too tied up with work and mugging the past few days.

Miss Theoweeeeee is back from Perth. Like finally.

We went for a quick facial at Vodaskin. Got my back treated and my face done. I must say their service is really good. Detailed explanation of the skin type you have and the therapist recommends the best treatment! The price ranges from $25-$45. Affordable!! Their facial products are not bad as well. Purchased the sun screen as make-up base as recommended by the therapist. My skin is less oily and the sunscreen gave my face a matt finish which I really love! And we're going back there again next week! But girls, if you're thinking of going there, please DO NOT turn up with your newly tanned sun-kissed skin. It's no good for the skin ya.

I had to edit the pictures we took. I'll be honest. I'm with no make-up and it was after the facial... our faces look bare. Xinlei said I look fresh without anything on. Au natural-the school girl look.I'm too old for that lah babe.

Sepia pictures always does justice. =)



XINLEI CAN YOU SMILE?!!



Girlfriends.

We had a good meal at Coffee Club. FREE MUDPIE!!! Theoweeee's boyfriend Joshua joined us for makan as well. I must say guys are getting all too full of themselves nowadays. *ooops* But hey, Josh's good looking so he's more than eligible to say that.

p/s: my bf's still the best. wahahaha.

It's always never ending laughters when we catch up. From claiming to be cab queen to Xinlei's driving hiccups... and yes to clothes, clothes and more clothes. Really cheesy and fried and oily food as dinner with non-stop yakkaty yak yak. It's sinful when we go out. We spend too much.

- My friends are crazy but I love them.

Tomorrow's a special special day. Hell yea I know it's 070707. But it's really significant!

Right Charlene? =))

Boo.

Transformers - thumbs up. Really cool looking auto robots and they were comical in their own robotic way. haha.

Well that wasn't the main highlight last Sunday. BC had a quick dinner at Fong Seng (the famous Niqqi Prata) and someone suggested driving pass the different hostels at NUS.

Still amazed by PGP's condo-like style, none of us refused the idea of going on a "tour" to hunt for NUS's top make out spot. Prior to this article from funkygrad.com, we were bent on catching those lovebirds red-handed.

As seen in that article, Kent ridge road was long and winding and had sharp turns, the road was exceptionally smooth. It may be due to the fact that it was quite a deserted path so there were lesser cars. And PGP was quite a distance away. We turned into a carpark first. Yeap. It looks deserted from afar and there were only two cars parked on either side of the carpark. Naturally, we thought that we might catch some sizzling action going on in the car, but no such of sort. Disappointed(hell yea. c'mon we wanted action!!!), we drove out.

It kinda hit us that it was rather late already (11:15pm), but our curiousity got the better of us. We were not gonna give up halfway!!! Spotted the sign 'Kent Ridge Road' ....

me : "Eh!!! Kent ridge road leh!!! The website say its here. go go go!"
kw : "wah... so deserted... got pple actually walk up here just to make out? "
kb : " aiyah just drive in la... see see lor..."
kevin : "steep road. slowly hor kw."





As you can see from my humble illustration, the grey "thingy" on the road is a thick metal chain that was used to block off unauthorized vehicles. Since it was already broken, we weren't exactly trespassing.

"oh my god! Danger sign leh!!!" (kb)
"how how? want to drive up anot?" (kw)
"already here liao... just go lah... can always drive down again ma if anything.. moreover there is no one" (me)
"you all sure? looks... i dunno how to say.." (kevin)

We were making hell alot of noise in the car contemplating whether to drive up or just go... the clutch was released and we found ourselves venturing into unsafe zone...

The car,us and time seemed to have stood rooted to the ground.

*silence*


*silence*


*silence*


1 min passed.

The houses on the hilltop are abandoned...like the old colonial style houses we heard of in those haunted series by Russell Lee. Picture that and the 1 min of silence we had in the car. We literally froze to our seats. I'm usually quite skeptical about the world of the other side, but at that instant, even the strong hearted me gave in to the dead spooky night. By then,I was damn scared. I swear the rest were shaking too.


kb : "kw turn out now. NOW!!!"
me: *silent*
kevin : "be careful! dun kan qiong.. the road damn steep."
kw: "HOW! OH MY GOD! CANNOT REVERSE!! "
me: "SLOWLY!! I help you see from this side. GO NOW GO!!!"


We finally got the car out of that danger zone after much difficulty, and got back to the dark winding road.

There were lots of "oh my god, ghost, scary can, i can't believe, scared the shit out of me, wt* was that!, make out spot my ass" going on in our screams.

That was not it.

Again, playing with fire, we saw another "no trespassing" sign on one of the roads and drove up. Perturbed still by the previous scare, I seriously had no idea why we were pumped up to "try again". This time, the image of couples making out were all gone. We wanted more than just the hot raunchy sex. We wanted to bump into the unspoken of.

Well, we did. At least I did.

*discretion. I decided to not blog about whatever happened after that.*

kevin: "did anyone notice that there are alot of red paper tags on the trees?"
kw :" kevin you shut up first. Go main road than say."
me : "i did. it's like a marking. I saw it."
kb : "eh you all dun scare yourself leh... nothing one la!"
kw: "DIE LIAO LA. What if my night walk is here???"

Speed of 110km/hr, we drove out of Kent Ridge and out of NUS.

That night, I had a dream of the long winding road and the house number. Flashes of the broken boards on the floor...Kent Ridge House no 1, no 2,no 3. I heard someone whisper numbers. I told them about the number I heard and am still thinking whether I should go and buy 4D.

But what if, it's a bad omen?

Interesting.

Taken from dictionary.com

jeal·ous·y Pronunciation Key - Show Spelled Pronunciation[jel-uh-see]

1.
jealous resentment against a rival, a person enjoying success or advantage, etc., or against another's success or advantage itself.
2.
mental uneasiness from suspicion or fear of rivalry, unfaithfulness, etc., as in love or aims.
3.
vigilance in maintaining or guarding something.
4.
a jealous feeling, disposition, state, or mood.

I'm just like any normal girl
With long straight hair not curls
But you got something I did not have
A black heart in you that have not left