Cartoonism

Caught Madagascar II with Theowee and now...



I CAN'T WAIT FOR THIS MOVIE!!!



OK OK. I know the actual Superstar is supposed to be Bolt the Superdog and not Rhino the Hamster in a ball.



BUT ISN'T HE CUTE!! HE TALKS!(duh)

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I miss Peachy.

It's been exactly a year since I last blogged about that dear little one.

I still keep the cage you used to sleep, poo and munch in. It lingers memories of you running around with your mouth full of your favourite seeds and the first time you bite me in the finger.

I think if you were able to speak, you'd be exactly like Rhino the Hamster(below). So darn smart yet amazingly adorable.



Peachy... say hello to Fluffy and Furry for me alright?

I Love You. =)

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I thought I lost you when you ran away to try to find me
I thought I’d never your sweet face again.
I turned around and you were gone and on and on the days went
but I kept the moments that we were in
'Cause I hoped in my heart, that you would come back to me my friend
And now I got you, but I thought I lost you!

-Miley Cyrus ft John Travolta

On office emails Part II...

Being Twenty-Something- and we call it "Quarter-life Crisis"

* It is when you stop going along with the crowd and start realising that there are many things about yourself that you didn't know and may not like.

* You start feeling insecure and wonder where will you be in a year or two, and get scared because you barely know where you are now.

* You start realising that people are selfish and that, maybe, those friends that you thought you were so close to aren't exactly the greatest people you have ever met, and the people you have lost touch with are some of the most important ones.

* What you don't recognise is that they are realising that too, and aren't really cold, catty, mean or insincere, but that they are as confused as you.

* You look at your job, and it is not even close to what you thought you would be doing, or maybe you are looking for a job and realizing that you are going to have to start at the bottom and that scares you.

* Your opinions have gotten stronger.

* You see what others are doing and find yourself judging more than usual because, suddenly you realise that you have certain boundaries in your life and are constantly adding things to your list of what is acceptable and what isn't.

* One minute, you are insecure and the next moment, secure. You laugh and cry with the greatest force of your life. You feel alone and scared and confused.

* Suddenly, change is the enemy and you try and cling on to the past with dear life, but soon realise that the past is drifting further and further away, and there is nothing to do but stay where you are or move forward.

* You get your heart broken and wonder how someone you loved could do such damage to you.

* You lie in bed and wonder why can't you meet anyone decent enough that you want to get to know better. Or maybe you love the someone but love another someone else too. You cannot figure out why you are doing this because you know that you aren't a bad person.

* One night stands and random hook ups start to look cheap.

* Getting wasted and acting like an idiot don't seem as fun.

* You go through the same emotions and questions over and over and over again, talk with your friends about the same topics because you cannot seem to make a decision.

* You worry about loans, money, the future and making a life for yourself... and while winning the race would be great, right now you'd just like to be a contender.

* What you may not realise is that everyone reading this relates to it.

* We are in our best of times and our worst of times, trying as hard as we can to figure this whole thing out.

-courtesy of darling Sharz (:

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I've mentioned in my previous posts before-I'm still searching for myself in this "not here not there", of what I call - "perplex age of 23". On one hand, gone were the days of being the angst-y teenager craving for attention; and the other, struggling to grow up/mature and blend in this harsh society.

Honestly, I don't like the dilemma in my life now.

...Who am I ?... Who is the real me?

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Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

I am now
In a world where I have to
Hide my heart
And what I believe in
But somehow
I will show the world
What’s inside my heart
And be loved for who I am

-Reflection by Coco Lee

He's got balls man.
(despite the fact he's kinda G)



Tarts my body~~ ram me in my ties~ or you ran away~ just a little gay~

MUAHAHAHHA!!!




From 2:44. EMO BABY.



Seriously, LISTEN. I don't know what's with the sequin and glitter.

HAHAHA. Am damn impressed. This korean guy-Dong-won Kim(김동원) made singing those high notes seem so easy.

Totally made my day. =DDD

Mid-week Indulgence.

Wednesday : Gai-gai (hang out) with Huixin. Decided to be naughty and not dutifully go back to work after attending a course. Well, it's not everyday that we get to go off at 3pm.



*pouts*




CUTE CAN. hahaha!! Don't you just wanna grin like them??




Spotted at Citylink. Me loves artsy-fartsy.




Post-it galore.




A MUST HAVE. Honey+Butter Waffle. Wayyy beyond yummylicious. $2.50 only!!




My squeezing buddy.




Got the cafe waitress to paste it neatly beside some "AIA decorated ones". Merely goofing around. Oops! no pun intended.

Red+Black = DBS(eeeeee. so corny)

The actual mini indulgence of the day.

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Video of the day



Not really a fan of Reggae but this song got me hooked and made it to my ipod's repeat list for a week!

Okay...

Clubbing? Anyone?

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(my fav part of the song at 0:48)
You want this don't front qué qué qué pasa
Speak up cuál es la cosa
Ven aquí let's get closer and closer

I say no-oh-oh

If you wanna take it slow-oh-oh

Catch up well now let's go-oh-oh

Together we run the show-oh-oh

- Run the Show by Kat Deluma ft.Busta Rhymes

The Office.

I swear I would bring along winter wear to the office if it's allowed.

It's FREEZING.

Yes, I know we survived a 900 retrenchment exercise, but go easy on the air-con temperature!

Shifu was telling me he wanted to wear gloves.

-__-"

It's definitely around 15 degree celsius. I had to store like boiling water in my sexy pink water flask, hug it tightly to keep myself warm.

Just to share with you my Mondays-Fridays. =)



Manhwa - She sits beside me and she makes the corniest joke ever. Will travel all the way during the weekends to Malaysia and hang out with her boy.



Davy - The sweetest biatch-cum-mentor. I love her 'coz she's so outright frank yet she means no harm. She is always there to protect my ass whenever I make a mistake.




My trusty rare authentic A&W mug + my Ikea kiddy green spoon. Gotta have a hot tea/cereal in the morning.




Oh, a printout of a bear. A colleague gave me to brighten up my day. Yup, he wrote those words. Have since taken it down because I accidentally spilled water all over it. Shucks.



Last but not least, my very messy desk.

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Ok! Mini tour done.

Time to rant again.

So because of the short of staff, we are now scheduled for OT during the weekdays.

Quite looking forward to it because of the extra $$$. Never mind that it's gonna be "no life" weekdays night. I just want to earn and save lotsa money now so that I won't exactly be labelled a poor undergrad next year when I officially start uni.

Right.

There you go, my monday blues.

Gonna take my cough mixture and coax myself to sleep.

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~ When one door shuts, another opens. For everything that happened, it happened with a reason.~

Just one more sunrise to friday.




Location : Just outside my flat.
Picture taken : 13th Nov 08, 1910hrs.

From dawn to dusk, happy I must;
forever stay the same.

=)

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A perfect song for the picturesque lovely sunset.

I want to be somewhere I can see the roads
A place where every time you breathe a wish comes true
I want to be where love is real
And memories of distant days come to life again

-The Longest Story by Daphne Loves Derby

It's You or Is It You?

I'm having a slight controversy going on in my mind regarding the blog title aka title of two songs.

Ok. It's confusing. I'll explain that later.

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So, earlier over dinner ..

My mum said I'm fat and fugly(yup she uses the f* word on me)now because I don't have a boyfriend.

Now what's that supposed to mean?

That I've only got chio-ness when I am attached?

Fuck, I hate to admit it. But it's so damn true. I know me, I know my own body and I rate my level of self esteem.

I feel sOOooooOOoo SUPER DUPER UNATTRACTIVE which means if I step into Phuture now, I swear everyone on the dance floor will just stop grooving and proceed to puke out their leftover char kway teow+whiskey green tea mixture and that will seriously cause clumsy me to fall right smack down on my fat ass with a LOUD POM and then heaps and mountains of heinous laughter will obviously overthrow Rihanna's Please Don't Stop The Music.

How bloody awesome.

*CLAPS*

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Anyways, remember I was saying about both 'It's You' being a confusion?

It's You by Ryan Cabrera
Is it You by Cassie

Two totally different songs (duh) and two totally different meanings (duh duh).

One represents my memorable past; the other-a dedication for my future.

I *heart* both because both songs combine makes the PRESENT me.




The time is slow and I am sinking
Into a hole blackened with lies
And though I made it myself
You stand watching as my life passes me by
- It's You by Ryan Cabrera





I'm looking for a lover not a friend
Somebody who can be there when I need someone to talk to
I'm looking for someone who won't pretend
Somebody not afraid to say the way they feel about you
-Is It You by Cassie

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I remembered asking him before,

"When everything falls down, will you hold my hand?"

As expected, I know I will never get any answer.

And, at that time I'd rather not because like they say, the truth always sucks.

Sometimes I wonder, did I accidentally let go of the hand that i think fits me oh-so-perfectly, or did the hand initially not fit me at all. Then in the first place, why would I want to hold on to that hand so freaking tightly like my life depends on it only to allow that same hand to cruelly let go of mine in the end?

Why?

Shitty-fied. I know. Yes. Screw me and my emo-self.

I cannot help it when almost everyone around me basks around in glowing sweet love and blessed kisses.

Call it Envy. Call it pure Admiration. Call it everything but the greenish-eyed bitch whinning over here.

For I am not.

One day, I will find the hand that fits perfectly, the hand that will walk me into sunset boulevard, the hand that will pluck the biggest star, the hand that'll wipe away my tears and tease me to laughters, the hand that will catch me when i fall, the hand that will never let me go for anything in the world, the hand that will slip in a lovely ring with commitments, the hand that will hold on to a vid cam when I'm on the delivery bed, the hand that will tuck our little one to sleep and the hand that will dearly hold on to mine till we're good ol' 70.

Trust me on that. =)

Random-ness.

I was searching for a link on gmail and chanced upon this :

*names and certain content censored.

boy: 1 million or me
girl: you definitely.w/o hesitation
boy: gei gei. 1 billion or me
girl: YOU
boy : 13.6 billion or me
girl: you are priceless. why would i want to take 13.6 billion instead of u? u mean the world to me. i can live w/o millions of dollars.. but i cannot live w/o u
boy : 13.6 billion u oso dun wan crazy AHAHAH
boy: i take both
girl: i not so greedy. i cant believe i am compared with money. if someone gives u 10 million to exchange for me.. will you?
boy: no la goodness. if u asked 50million and u i take both la ahahah
girl : ok 1 million or me. someone gives u 1 million + a gallardo to exchange for me, cash cheq print out liao. gallardo keys on ur hand infront of you. me beside you. just give me to the guy and u'll get the rest. no strings attached.
boy : dun wan i rather ******* den i ******* gallardo. i dun think tt will be much a a temptation. goodnes by 30 i'll have 1 million, pink gallardo n YOU!!
girl : 10 billion + 1 gallardo + 1 porshce + 1 red hot ferrari + a Mansion + access to all the TOP CHIC place in sg FREE + bodyguards + an artiste contract + girls ************************ to exchange for me for just one day... but u will not know wat happen to me during that 24hrs.The next day i'm back to you. how?
boy : i'll get e 10 billion pay e body guards to kill whoever take u n bring u back to me..yup goodness i cant even leave u for 5 mins how u expect me to live for 24hrs?
girl : no the contract states that u are not able to know wat happens to me during that 24hrs. and u will only get everything after 24hrs. u will have all of the abv + me after 24hrs
boy : dun wan la. by 35 i have 10 billion liao tons of ********* and YOU see? all in 1 hhaha
boy :oi stop it la
girl : i just want to know if u will give me up for anything in the world... i just want to know if i'm the most important person
boy : u r wad
me: not convincing enuff. haiz forget it.
boy : ok picture this
i like money (but i give up money to make u happy)
i like gallardo (but petrol will kill, den must buy alot of clothes to pei, den must upgrade house to protect car, ******* would do fine, cos still *******************)
girl : but wat if u nv met me..
boy : i give up my health, time, face, for u
girl : and someone gives u everything.. and in ur whole life u will never meet me
boy : i'll give up everything to see u for 5 mins if i cant get any more chances
by asking me that u r defying fate...if im fated to meet u den so be
girl : i'm just trying to say that wat if u can have anything in the world.. but in ur whole life.. u can never meet me.. but u know that there will be a chance to meet me
boy : u noe wad? shut up. i love u can liao
girl : i love you too

Moral of the Story?

Humans and temptations comes in a package.