emofied.

It's not easy...

Waking up to feel dumbo drenched and that the night's sleep was spent missing ***

It's national day tomorrow.

I think I'm gonna dread national day year after year.

Please stay safe ok?

//edit :

Went over to Vivo City for lunch alone. Walked around aimlessly... Singaporeans are really cliche. It's only during national day that you see so many patriotic ones around. There were countless at Vivo. Lots of walking flags. I defied the human traffic and was literally walking into a sea of red and white.

sighs.

I "feel" like the colours of the state flag too. One moment my heart was red and pumping... the next its blank and just plain white.

I feel so cold.