So damn ill.
Nothing much happened in the past week besides me still being SHITTY SICK.
Fuck I hate this feeling.
Your stomach churns and you feel like vomitting but there is nothing for you to vomit because you haven had proper food for like a week? Or the sight of literally the whole box of used tissue paper infront of you and you wanna get more tissue but you are just too weak to stand up? Maybe the idea that you are starting to lose a teeny weeny bit of weight but than its just purely water retention?
URGHHHHHHHH.
It all started with a bout of gastric which led on to horrible flu/sorethroat and a fever of 38.4 degree celcius.
I slept the whole bloody day today.
And I'm depressed now because I just had a fight with my sister and my mum.
Doesn't anything good ever happens to me?!!
Boy I'm upset over so many things.
Tell me why is it that so many people can have/have/had everything they want in the world and yet still feel uncontented about their blessings? Freaking human characteristic. I admit being picky/unsatisfied about stuffs at times but come to think of it, maybe sometimes the things that you don't like/hate happens to be the things that other people love/envy/look forward to.
I hate being human at times like this.
Darn.
And I so wanna change my blog heading. Cupid's no longer in an illusion and got out of stupid confusion.
HA HA.
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